Wednesday, April 19, 2006

memories in ink..

Good days, cherished memories, how we ache for them to come back and envelope us in their warmth. Take us away from this reality and hide us in a place where nothing but goodness can touch us. How we hope against hope for a time to come when we would just love being so full of life, only to soak everything around us. But, it does come. But when such a time comes, we are so busy blushing the entire time, that we forget that it was right here. It passes by like an evanescent, blinding flash of unreal reality – unreal because later, tears make their way through our solid bearing, wondering about how lovely those days were and start questioning if they were ever there.

Everything that a man yearns for, deeply yearns for, is that fuzzy intoxicating feeling of happiness. Even the ones who are ostensibly content with their ‘rocking’ lives long for this ultimate feeling of bliss. I think that this feeling can never touch us when we want it to or when it should. Because we realize what we’ve got only after its gone. And it does go. It does. Then, when we think about those moments of joy; these thoughts are the ones which lead us into a deluge of rapture and plain, innocent happiness. Memories- the only thing that stays back with us when all else has withered away, the only thing that we can cling on to, the only thing we wish so hard would materialize in the future.But when it does, and yes it does, we just don’t notice it.

So,this is sumthing that i have decided...whatever happens,ill note down every small n big thing that takes place in my life henceforth.i started off 2 weeks back and even today,when i read about the 1st day of my diary,i can feel the life of that moment.
A different issue here as blog works like an 'e-diary' and i would have written some things very lucidly,but for the boy.he is the brainy,witty types who can understand things mentioned in cryptic manner. i will have to spend hours after writing sumthing here,explaining it to him what i exactly meant by 'those' things..he he..so,to avoid future conveniences..i shall write about things distinctly close which have touched me in some way or the other..yet very distant,not revealing the identity!

a 'yoohoo' back to u,boy!this was for him who had the audacity to even doubt about my art!

i am very much here..right in front of you.perhaps,its you whos having a tough time knowing people around you!after all,the real package always comes as a surprise,isnt it?

-the girl.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

here we go!

so here i start the blog from my side..as he said,its a joint blog..one part being him n other,moi.with no experience of blogs whatsoever,i still cannot believe i fell for an idea of a 'joint' blog.
i always wondered why i found my problems unique,faced by noone else but me..coz they r different for all,which r solved differently by different people..the catch isnt the conclusion,its the process..different process!
so here we are..trying to do sumthing different.lets hope it'll be successful..

-the girl.