Sunday, May 13, 2007

sweet,sweet surrender

Its been so long since I last saw a sunset that I'd forgotten how pretty it is when the sun sets behind the hills and the glow lingers for hours to come. When each, and I mean EACH aspect of life seems to just crumble away, when everything collapses like a house of cards, when pain moves beyond desolation... is that when the phoenix rises?
I promised to fight. But I didn't read the small print. Did I promise to fight everyone's battles? All the time? Lesson learnt = ALWAYS read the small print!
Someday I'll go to sleep because I want to and not because fatigue takes over... Someday I'll wake up beacuse I want to and not because I have to... Someday I'll not be sad... Someday there'll be sweet surrender...Because beyond desolation, hope is lost and right now, that's all I have...

-the girl.

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